Tuesday, February 2, 2021

How It's Going So Far

I've made some minor life adjustments this year. That's what I'm calling them instead of resolutions because the connotation of that leaves a cringy feeling. lol  I've decided that I need to give Jesus my first fruits so instead of reading my bible before I go to bed, I've been reading it in the morning before the kids get up. This is no easy feat friends! but, so far, it has gone smoother than expected. And truth is this way is FIRE. I'm so settled and prepared for the day. I'm zoned and focus on Jesus' way - all the curve balls of the day don't seem so anxiety inducing. I can't tell you what a difference it has made in my marriage and in my way with the kids. 

The other thing I'm doing is not checking social media around the kids. You heard me right, Insta has to wait! To be honest, this one has actually been harder than the early morning thing. I'm trying to be more present with the kids when it's just me and I don't think I actually realized how often I'd turn to scroll - like during any down point or transition.  I'm embarrassed to say, truly. And my worry of the day dragging on and never ending, well, some moments are slow but an unfounded fear overall. 

Tweaks guys. 

Just trying to make sure the engine is a well oiled and functioning machine. 


This past Sunday, Josh and I were serving at church at the same time. While that once was normal, we haven't been in church together in a year so it was so nice to be together, at church. What I once took for granted..

But every time I see this picture I snapped on Sunday, I'm reminded of my hopes and dreams when we were living in Santa Clarita. Years ago I prayed for a church to dig our heels into, a place for Josh to serve in a meaningful way that would grow him and help the church, and a place for me too. This picture is a clear answer to prayer and a reminder of God's faithfulness. Sure, it may look different for now, but wow, I'm blown away. 

At each and every sunrise I will be thanking you for your kindness and your love. 

As the sun sets and all through the night, I will keep proclaiming, "You are so faithful!" 

Melodies of praise will fill the air as every musical instrument, joined with every heart, overflows with worship. 

No wonder I'm so glad, I can't keep it in!

 Lord, I'm shouting with glee over all you've done, for all you've done for me.

Psalm 92